We have a daunting few weeks ahead. Hubby needs a scary brain biopsy that will be looking for a return of cancer, or a bizarre pathogen, or weird auto-immune disorder, or ANY explanation for his wildly swinging status. I'll get to start interviewing home health workers by end of this next week so they'll be in place when he comes home.
I've been given a grace period to begin my clinical rotation in a few weeks rather than Monday. I so wanted to start right away, but my clinical is only a month long, so going a week, then being absent 2 weeks. It just wouldn't work, nor demonstrate my ability to balance an intensely difficult personal life. My school and site have been super gracious about it. I'm beside myself with thanks. When so much of the time things are never going right, it's so amazing to have something go in our favor.
I have the best friends in the world, especially one who helped all week. I can't believe what we accomplished, and I'm sure she was as tired as i was, but she kept pushing through, which made ME push through. we'd be nowhere near close to finished without her. My bedroom is beautifully almost clean, and we created a private nook for my hubby to hide/rest in.
I need to do some research on stroke recovery. I need to sleep. I need to find some scrubs. I need to be more philosophical next time I post here. I'll work at sleep for the moment.
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